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Trigger Memory

by DeadAlive

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Produced, Mixed and Mastered by Ryan Harvey.

Written by DeadAlive

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Plagued by memories like a parasite feeling.g sick to my stomach every time they enter my mind
A vivid imagination turns out to be the worst when all you can picture are the things that hurt you the most. I don't know how much longer i can or want to deal with these constant waking nightmares.
All i ever think of is you and him and him again and again. And Im constantly fucking scared that if i took any action to escape these memories, it would all just happen again And again. Lets take a minute to articulate a chance to make a way through all this pain.
Im trapped surrounded everything is a trigger to set these memories soaring through my brain made of our mistakes and ways we could have handled things instead
What kind of friends were they to me the likes of which i never want to see again. And what kind of lover were you and what made me think to let you in
Its a ttorture i wish for no man to bear. Such a portrait of deceit and betrayal. Did you look him in the eye when you brought him such pleasure? My fingers are shaking and my words begin to fail
The very thought of it makes me want to fucking puke. and for one i hate so much i cant seem to find a way to get it out. A demon hardwired into my mind and what's worse is its fucking true. This demon is real and it lives inside of me

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released July 27, 2013

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